I'll be honest, I wasn't a real Rihanna fan at first. Questions Existing is the song that hooked me. Days like today when I have no clue what or who I am living for this song is so clutch. I swear, I am kind of glad no one reads this blog anymore. I think it will be my journal. I hate not having someone to talk to. I feel like someone is standing on my chest, but as always I'll be "fine".